Moi, Moi-même et le Mur Devant Moi

Well, what? Now that I've got money, I gotta make plans for spending it...

1) A new (yes, another one) electric guitar (Ibanez this time!);
2) An acoustic guitar;
3) Expression pedals (wah-wah, volume, whammy...);
4) A pedal board;
5) A new amplifier;
6) Rock CDs (Dream Theater, Liquid Tension Experiment, Genesis, Rush, Yes, Steve Vai... and many more);
7) Jazz CDs (Charlie Parker, Pat Metheny...).

Then, for stuff that aren't music-related...

1) Buy gifts for Ching Ching;
2) Buy gifts for that amis secrets thing at work (damn it);
3) Uhh... books? Yup... music theory books... ah ah!

Yup. Anyway.

Here is what happened, without any opinions or altered facts:

Last night, before going back home after Matthew's party, Jacky, Matthew, Stephen, Joshua and myself went for some firework fun outside at around 12:30. We had a practice shot at Pierre-Brosseau, and, before going back home, decided to stop at the park in front of Isabelle's house to have some more. We blew, in total, three wonderful fireworks, in the company of an adult who knew how to work them, and harmed nor destroyed anything, although it is illegal.

Today, Tam comes and tell me this.

Tâm: Fête des Momans dit :
idiots
Nick dit :
quoi?
who?
Tâm: Fête des Momans dit :
vous
Nick dit :
pourquoi?
Tâm: Fête des Momans dit :
pour cke vous avez fait hier devant chez moi
mat m'a raconté
Nick dit :
lol
Mouais pis pourquoi t'est en rogne comme ça?
Tâm: Fête des Momans dit :
parce que c con c tout
Nick dit :
C'est aussi con que d'essayer d'm'embrasser pour freak-out les filles ou que de se saouler à tous les party comme Charles le drummer.
On a pas tué personne, d'ailleurs nous étions sous la supervision d'un adulte qui savait comment faire.
Certaines personnes font de très belles choses avec des feux d'artifices
C'est de l'art
Tant qu'à moi, tu te frustres un peu pour rien
C'est mieux ça que d'enflammer un banc ou une poubelle, ou de faire des graffitis avec des bonbonnes de peintures.
T'es pas d'accord?
Pour un gars qui trouve que se saouler c'est l'fun, à côté de mini feux d'artifices très innocent...

Now, my opinion comes in:

Which do you consider worst : illegal drinking or illegal fireworks? Fireworks, if done properly, is harmless and beautiful. As a matter of fact, we did it very properly, with the help of an experienced adult. Nothing was destroyed, we watched the wonderful green fireworks blowing up, had a trill out of running away from them; we had fun. Now, how exactly is illegal drinking (which, especially in the hands of these sec. 5 people, who I imagine drink very irresponsably from the stories I've heard), better than that? Alcool is but a poison, as we learned in SCP. It gives you a trill for a while, but with the consequences we know.

For the love of God, how is a one-night firework fun worst than the behaviour of these future AAs who now think of drinking and being drunk as "fun?"

Puh-lease.

Current Mood: annoyed

If I die tomorrow
I'd be alright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

Current Mood: calm

Taken from the Live at the Astoria, London DVD.

*band starts playing "Fire" from Jimi Hendrix*

"You know what song this is? Yeah... what? No, no, sorry, it's not a Britney Spears song. This is -- well, actually, we can play a Britney Spears song if you like."

*crowd screams yes*

"No really, because that's what we... that's what we practice in our spare time."

*crowd screams louder*

"No! C'mon, now. No, actually, I like... I like pop music, I'm a big pop music fan, really. No, there's some good stuff out there. No, really, c'mon, hey... hey, I could've been a pop star!"

*stupid guys in the crowd scream yes*

"...NOT!! No, really, I mean, can you imagine me, being a pop star and everything?"

*same stupid guys in the crowd scream no*

"I dunno, like, why would I want to be a pop star when I can go like this?"

*does crazy solo, crowd applauses*

"Cheers, I learned that from Britney. Actually, no, I have to tell you... like I was saying, I actually like pop music occasionnally, I mean, take Jimi Hendrix for instance..."

*crowd screams yeah*

"I mean, he was like, half pop star, half freak! ...I only got the freak end of it. Not like Billy though... *stares at Billy Sheehan* And not like Dave, of course, whose hormones are just going crazy, poor guy's 20 years old and he's stuck in the Steve Vai band... *stares at Dave Weiner* Okay. Can you imagine though if like, Jimi Hendrix was here and he had sort of a little conversation with Britney? What'd you think he'd say? 'Baby let's watch MTV from the bottom of the sea, ooh!" I think he would say something like..."

*stars singing Fire*

Current Mood: hyper

Oh shit.

It's when I watched that TdM DVD for the first time that I really understood why I weight over two hundred pounds. Wow, that is SO depressing...

And my performance that night was really horrible, just to say.

Nonetheless, Rajan did a wonderful job with the DVD, and reseeing all the artists again just confirm what I thought of them -- they all did a wonderful job for the show. Good job, guys.

Current Mood: depressed

Nick dit :
lol, no, I was asking you that 'cause...
Nick dit :
I always wondered...
Nick dit :
Matthew, why don't you like ME? Since sec. 2, I've been curtising you! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND MY SUBTLE WOM... I MEAN, MAN APPROACHES?
Nick dit :
lol
Nick dit :
j./k.
haku dit :
oh!
haku dit :
well I mean if ever yi-ching found out she'd kill me
haku dit :
I was crushed when I heard you 2 were going out
haku dit :
and had to move on
Nick dit :
lol
Nick dit :
No, it's not what you think
Nick dit :
I really only asked Yi-Ching out to make you jealous
Nick dit :
But all my attempts failed...

This is what happens when two guys have a math exam the next day, and they're both veeery tired. For those who didn't get it yet, it's a big joke. We're not gay.

(if you feel decieved or sad, I'll offer you kleenex. We're really not gays, sorry.)

Current Mood: weird

200. My name is: Nicolas.

199: I was born on: December 23rd.

198. I am a(n): Wannabe professional guitarist.

197. My cell phone company is: I have no cellphone.

196. My eye color is: Blond.

195. My shoe size is: No idea... think it's 9.

194. My ring size is: Holy... no idea.

192. My height is: I don't know...

191. I am allergic to: My cat, maybe strawberries actually...

190. I live in: Montreal, QC.

189. The last book I read: The Joy Luck Club.

188. My bedtime is: Around midnight.

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex is: I don't know, it depends on the person.

186. I am glad I'm me because: I'm not handicapped, and I am physically normal. :)

185. It sucks that I'm me because: I'm chubby :(

184. If I could be anyone else for one day, I would be: A girl. JUST for one day.

183. My celebrity dream date is: I don't want to date a celebrity.

182. My favorite day of the week is: Sunday... or Wednesday! (guitar courses)

181. My favorite color is: Green. (note to Cyn: it's true it's a stupid statement, though...)

180. My favorite fairy tale is: Uhh... I have none.

179. My favorite Holiday is: Summer Vacations!

178. The perfect kiss is: With the person I love. :D

177. The last three cd's I bought are: I haven't bought a CD in a while, but... UBAC from UBAC (music teacher's CD), Octavarium from Dream Theater, Live G3 2003 with Satch, Vai and Malmsteen.

176. Last song that made me cry was: Boy, that was a long time ago. I think it's a video game song. Oh! It's Luna's Boat Song or something like that...

172. My most treasured POSSESION(S) is(are): As in, material? Guitar, MP3, amp... but more than that, origamis, doggie-balancing-thingy, photo frame, etc...

170. What did you do last night? Read Driver's handbook.

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): Burn... ouch.

165. Last time you were at the beach? Last summer.


:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::

143. Santa? No.

142. Love at first sight? No.

141. Luck? No.

140. Fate? Yes.

139. God? Yes.

138. Aliens? Yes. But not monsters-thingy-aliens. Just extraterrestrial lifeforms. Even if they're bacterias.

137. Heaven? Yes.

136. Hell? Yes.

135. Ghosts? Yes.

134. Horoscopes? No.

133. Soulmates? Yes.

132. Dinosaurs? Yes.

131. Miracles? I don't know... maybe? What's a miracle to you?

130. The death penalty? No.


:::::Which is Better?:::::

129. Hugs or Kisses? Kiiiiiss.

128. Drunk or High: Never been drunk... so high?

127. Phone or online: Online. Phone.

126. Red heads or Black hair? Red.

125. Mohawk or Mullet? What's a mullet?

124. Hot or cold? Hoooot.

123. Summer or winter? Summer.

122. Coffee or tea? Tea.

121. Chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla.

120. Night or Day: Day. I get afraid of dark sometimes. Don't laugh, I know I'm ridiculous... XD

119. Oranges or Apples: I don't fancy both... but in juice: apple.

118. Curly or Straight hair: Straight.

117. Gloves or Mittens? Gloves.


:::::Here's What I Think About:::::

116. Abortion? Depends on the situation... I think people who are old enough to have sex willingly and conscioucly are old enough to take the decision by themselves.

115. Backstabbers? Well, how could anyone like them...

114. Parents? Depends on the moment. But I know they never mean bad to me.

113. Children? I like them. :)

112. Animals? Cute. :)

111. Leashes for Children? Wtf?! XD

110. School? Hate PEI. Can't wait to be in Cegep. Muuuusic...

109. Life? Cyn said it. Life is life.

108. Bangs? Not on me.

107. The name Bernard? I like it. It sounds music-ish. Friend's name.

106. Beer Pong? What's that?

105. Alcohol? Sure. But alcoholic? No.

104. PDAs? What's that...


::::Last time I:::

102. last time I hugged someone: Today I think.

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while? Don't know... been a while.

100. Missed someone? Don't remember, been a while, too.

99. Grew? I'm constantly gaining CMs.

98. Drew a smiley face? I evolved in my artistic life.

97. Ate something? Half an hour ago.

96. Took a shower? This morning.

95. Tripped over something? Don't know.

94. Saw a play or movie? Last weekend. Amadeus. Mozart rocks.

93. Read a book? Not so long ago...

92. Travelled? Last summer.

91. Filled out a survey? Right now.


::::MISC::::

90. Who's the ditziest person I know: I don't know... I'll go to Catherine and spin her round n' round, and then she'll be.

89. Who makes you laugh the most: Fred.

87. One thing I'm mad about right now is: History project. Only thing ruining my perfect week of perfection.

82. The thing I don't understand is: Physics. Math. All that crap.

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: "..."

79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: Everything they have that I don't have. Not physically! You pervert...

76. This summer I am: MAYBE working as a summer camp monitor. Money, yay. Children, yay. 370 hours, OMFG. O_o;

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Having everything done for me. XD

74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: Being in a professional band.

73. Tomorrow: Last day of week... yay.

72. Today: Was a nice day.

71. Next Summer: Didn't I just tell you?

70. Next Week: Exams. Loads of exams.

69. This Weekend: History project all the way...

68. Next Weekend: Easter. Vacations. Fun.

67. People call me: Nick.

66. The last thing I bought was: Meal at McDonald's.

67. My favorite place to shop is: Archambeault.

66. In my wallet I carry: Money, cards, the usual...

62. The person who knows the most about me is? Yi-Ching. Wait, no... my mom.

61. The person that can read me the best is: Yi-Ching.

60. The most difficult thing to do is: Get up in the morning.

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: Don't drive yet...

57. Something about my sibling(s): Annoying. Which means they play their role well.

56. My zodiac sign is: Capricorne.

55. The first person I thought I was in love with is: Honest honest honest? I don't remember her name. Was in 3rd grade. She was in 6th grade. I told her I liked her, I actually did. Got dumped -- baaadly. Didn't even say I was cute or something. :( lol

54. Was it love? Nah.

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: I don't know... anyone could. I'm naive.

51. Right now I am talking to: Yi-Ching.

50. I wish I were talking to: No one else than Yi-Ching, really...

48. I have/will get a job at: Frimousse :) as a moniteur.

47. I have these pets: Cat.

46. I hope: That I get this job this summer.

45. The worst sound in the world: Wow... um... bad guitar playing? ;)

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: No one really does...

43. Last time you cried: Long time ago.

42. Why? God came upon me and revealed my terrible fate of having to fulfill my destiny in answering to this quiz.

41. Favorite Food: Uhh... chinese food.

40. Favorite Breakfast: I like french toasts.

39. Favorite Lunch Food: I like salads... mmm... or the rice stuff Yi-Ching has for lunch.

38. Favorite Dinner Food: I don't know. Anything.

37. Favorite Dessert: Anything that's sugary and chocolaty.

36. Favorite Drink: I like ice tea.

35. Florida or Hawaii: Hawaii.

34. North Pole or South Pole: Neither.

33. My favorite piece of clothing is (are): I don't know, I don't like my clothes that much.

32. My favorite sport to play is: Karate. I run too. I love it.

31. My favorite sport to watch is: None. Boring. Except when Mila. Then it's hockey.

30. My favorite sports figure is: I don't know, none, don't really know them...

28. The school I go to is: Antoine-Brossard.

27. Last person I got mad at was: I don't know...

26. My worst drinking experience was? Never drank alcohol.

25. All-time best song: Whoa... has to be something by Steve Vai or Pink Floyd.

24. All-time best band: Pink Floyd.

23. All-time best painting: Don't know anything about paintings...

22. The all-time best movie: Not really into cinema.

21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Music, guitar. People are not considering as things, just in case a certain girl was wondering why I didn't write her name here.

19. The most annoying thing ever is: Not being able to perform when you really want to. Like next week.

18. The most annoying person you know is: My brother.

17. I lose all respect for people who: Disrespect me.

16. The movies I have cried at are: Don't really cry at movies.

15. I have a scar from the time I: I fell in bicycle and landed on rocks.

14. The last time I skinned my knees was: I don't know... when I was young.

13. My hidden talent: Music? I wish.

12. I have a craving for: Performing on stage.

11. The worst pain I was ever in was: I don't know. Sometime in sec. 1.

10. My favorite quote: The only one I can think of... "I mean, I occasionaly like pop music... take Jimi Hendrix for instance!"

09. My room is: Small and comfy.

08. I love: I don't know..................................

07. I hate: Spiders. Arachnids.

06. My life: Just fine.

05. My weakness is: I have none. I have superman. Superman is Chuck Norris. lol, you have to go read the quotes on Chuck Norris to understand THAT...

04. What I look for in the opposite sex: This is redundant. You should've made at 100 questions quiz instead!

03. Who broke your heart: 4 girls I think. It was all happy suffering. Yes. Shut up.

02. I filled out 200 questions because: Cyn's fault. Cyn, I regret have let myself influence by you. But since you insisted so much...

01. Name the "ONE" person you trust the most: Myself. Can't go wrong with me. I think.

Hey. I'm quixotic. What's that?

Current Mood: quixotic

Nick dit :
j'te gosse tu quand j'te parle?
Nick dit :
ou t'es juste dans les critériés à ras bord...
Nick dit :
?
(name changed for privacy reasons) dit :
non non, je joue a WoW en meme temps lol
Nick dit :
lol, okay

...maybe he doesn't hate me.

Current Mood: enthralled

Nick dit :
Hey
Nick dit :
How much of your brains do you use?

-mimi- y a un phoque qui s'ennuie en maudit dit :
uhhhh
-mimi- y a un phoque qui s'ennuie en maudit dit :
10%?

Love, Kari - TdM countdown: 4 days. =O dit :
uh...10%? @__@

IceDust dit :
8 to 10

Annick dit :
10%

:: Mint Candy :: dit :
erm...a quarter?
:: Mint Candy :: dit :
half?
:: Mint Candy :: dit :
certainly not all

Nick dit :
http://staff.washington.edu/chudler/tenper.html
Nick dit :
http://www.csicop.org/si/9903/ten-percent-myth.html
Nick dit :
You use 100%.
Nick dit :
Go read.
Nick dit :
Yes, this is what I do on sunday mornings, look for scientifical evidences...

I shall now go and educate the world; including our teachers...

But then again, some people won't let themselves be educated so easily...

Nick dit :
Hey
Nick dit :
How much of your brains do you use?
- ₪۞∞Θ‡Ω•OmaR•Ω‡Θ∞۞₪ dit :
too much
Nick dit :
...
Nick dit :
How much?
- ₪۞∞Θ‡Ω•OmaR•Ω‡Θ∞۞₪ dit :
i don't knoow
- ₪۞∞Θ‡Ω•OmaR•Ω‡Θ∞۞₪ dit :
how could i know?
Nick dit :
I don't know...
Nick dit :
...whatever...

Current Mood: geeky

Don't you think I am fat? Doesn't it make you feel uncomfortable about me? Or when talking to me? Don't I take a lot of your space? Do I breathe too much of your air?

...don't you think I'm fat?

Bof, nobody cares. Nobody comments on this LJ anymore, except Deku and Isa...

Current Mood: depressed

I do not know what is wrong with me, but these two past weeks, I've felt such unsatisfaction as I had ever felt ever. Nothing seems quite exciting about life anymore. I've been yelling at people for nothing, always stressing over papers and stuff. I have not succeeded to lose anymore weight: in fact, I even gained a bit, even though I eat even less and do more exercise. I feel fat and slow. It seems to me that I am failing in everything I undertake (music, karate, math, french, school, games, love, whatever). Breathing is a chore that hurts from lac of will to continue. Just being here and writing this feels aweful.

Now you may think that this is self-pity, and I will let you think that it is because I do not have any other name for it. If self-pity is a thing that bothers you, I suggest you do not read what will be written on my live journal in future entries because it will simply piss you off.

I have talked to Isabelle not so long ago, and when I told her about this depression, she replied that she herself had been through a similar experience, and gave me the "> >" look, probably meaning: "You're not the only one." So, I guess I am not. Not that it is recomforting, though.

I wouldn't say it's all the IBO'S fault, honestly. I just don't feel good about myself. I don't like myself. How look, how I act, my skills, etc.

Yes, I think that is the problem: I do not like myself. Thus the great insatisfaction.

Just now, I was trying to arrange a cooler sheet music for the song this girl needs music for, and as I gave up to make cool chords and nice fill-ins and tried to simply do the chord-version she had furnished me, I realized it sucked as well. But you don't get it: the chords themselves didn't suck, my rendition of what was written on the sheet music sucked.

It's really all about me and I'm tired of it, of me.

Now, I'm sorry for making you waste your time reading this. Go work, go play, go do something meaningful.

Current Mood: depressed

It's the words she used. In the first half of the year, she praised me and told everyone about my supposed "flagrant success," and a few hours ago, when I went to pick up my draft: "You sound like a snob, nobody will ever take you with this."

It isn't right.

Current Mood: depressed

Okay, so, this is taken from an e-mail I wrote to Yuki.

"Okay, so, last night, I had a pretty weird dream. O_o; I dreamed that Matthew and Christine were on a plane to I-dunno-where, and that the plane was about to crash. So then, Christine and Matthew took parachutes. Chris had put it on her back and jumped, and Matthew was like: "Wait!" so he jumped too with the parachute in his HANDS, not on his back. And they fell like this in the clouds for some seconds, and they couldn't see each other because of the cloud. When they got past the clouds, Chris had transformed into Camille, and she yelled: "NOW!" and opened her parachute. Matthew was like "WTF!" so he tried desperatly to put his parachute on his back, and suceeded, and then he opened it too, and they landed in the middle of China. On the ground, Camille re-transformed into Chris.

Meanwhile, in Brossard, I was like "OH NO! CHRIS AND MATTHEW'S PLANE CRASHED, BUT THEY SURVIVED, WHAT CAN I DO?!" So obviously my natural reflex was to go ask [named changed for privacy] your sister about it. I mean, hey. So I asked her and you were there too, and we told ourselves we'd take the plane to Japan to ask the japanese police whether they'd seen them or not. So we went and bought out tickets, but then I went on to play Gunbound and I saw Chris and Matthew there, and they were like: "Yo, we're in China!!" and you were like "lol!!" and then I woke up."

XD

Current Mood: weird

Hello, people. Today, when I woke up, my body decided to be sick. I can't go against my body's commanding, so I just agreed to be sick today...

After redoing my spanish exam, today, there was this guy in the lockers taking all the space. I tried to pass, like, gently push him to the side and I said "Pardon," but then I almost tripped on his feet, and I said "Pardon" again. And then, as I was to go, he yelled at me: "Eille gros tas, tu pourrais t'excuser tabarnacle." I was stunned. What the f**k?! It'd been TWO weeks I'm trying to eat better and do more exercise, and in those two weeks I've lost 7 pounds, and the guy just tell me that as though I hadn't done anything? I was so mad, I just looked at him very meanly and madly. And then I punched him. Wait, no, I didn't; that's what I WISH I'd done. All I said was: "Tu sauras que je me suis excuser!" What f**ker...

Anyways. I try many times to tell you what's on my heart about things that are related to us, but you won't hear it. If I don't keep myself silent, and simply accept things as you make them, it feels like you would fall in complete depression. Do I have the right to have an opinion in this relationship? Does it count at all what I think? Whatever I say, it won't change a thing, anyways. Am I the one who's truly wrong? Am I asking too much? I don't know... perhaps I am the cause of all problems right now...

So bleh.

Thank you?

Current Mood: sick

He proved it to me right there! He created a website that expressed the way I felt!

http://www.ibscrewed.net/

I think all IBO students should view this. It's like, essential.

Current Mood: hyper

If you look at it well, you can see that there is a third group of strings, going over the other twos, comme une sécante. Y'gotta love Pat...



Never get enough... like, at the beginning, everyone was please with only one, and then Jimmy Page sorta popularized the double-neck SG, and since then, there's nothing more pleasing to a guitarist's eyes than a multi-neck guitar, and the more necks the better.

More to come... lol.

Current Mood: cheerful

Hey, folks, welcome to another guitar log. Yep, right there, for you to enjoy. So take your time, drink your coffee slowly and have a nice time.

Guitar courses tonight. A night with guitar courses can NEVER be a bad night. Though everyone seems to overestimate me these days. Mrs Lopes, for instance... but nevermind that. My guitar teacher is no better on this point. He really seems to think I master my scales and my fretboard, while it's pretty obvious I don't, unless he thinks it doesn't really matter for now. Still, all these chords and scales and arpeggios things... really makes me realize how I'm in need of a good jazz theory book. Actually, I know for a fact that our library does have some, so probably tomorrow I'll be off to rent one. One, yes, because I know that if I rent too much, I won't be able to read them all, and then it'd be a waste.

Anyhow, what have I learned tonight? Mmm... not much new, really. BUT I've got a BUNCH of exercises to do, and things to practice. I learned a cool chord progression, which goes like... um... 2-5-1, which means, la seconde mineure 7, la cinquième 7 et puis la tonique mineure (ex.: Em7, A7, Dm). Other than that, mainly, I got to improvise. A lot. I need people to be there to strum chords for me, so that I can improvise. And only that, we'd make up a band.

Speaking of which, I got plenty of jazz tunes in a book. I know Nassim is up to it, if we could find a pianist... Isa, Chris, anyone? For a drum we have Sam, who I am sure would have no problem, and for a bass... we have no one. Problem. But hey, we can start practicing with what we have already anyways.

So yeah... just comment on this log if you're interested. I'm thinking of doing it tomorrow. Since I really need to practice...

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Revelation - Robben Ford

Okay, WTF?!

Taken from Jermaine's blog

-Love trangle...or square...or pentagone...ahhh whatever I give up...not involved anyways.

[info]xinao
2006-01-18 08:05 pm UTC (lien)
Isn't it fun to watch as love polygons unfold while you're not part of it... (who?who?who?)

[info]phoenix501
2006-01-18 08:13 pm UTC (lien)
yup....(someone)

I'm really oblivious to anything that's happening around me. X_X; My curiosity has grown to a bigger level, now, because of Matthew's theory. I mean, I was 99,9% sure such a thing couldn't happen. I still am, but... when I told this to Jermaine, in the bus, he was like: "lol, yeah." What is sarcasm, yeah as in "yeah right" or a yes-"yeah?"

Ah, I'm so mixed up.

Y'know, sometimes I feel I'm too curious. Perhaps I shouldn't know about this.

Current Mood: confused

Alright, today's course was good. Though, now that my courses are at 19:30, it seems like, less fun, since my teacher seems so tired... or maybe it was just the verglas.

Alright, so anyways. Today, we did some jazzy chords. Pretty hard jazzy chords. I suck in chords, and all that terminology... but I'll learn. My purpose is to learn, so not boo-boo.

Then I also improvised. I sucked. Then, it was my turned to comp, and my teacher improvised. He rocks. Yees.

And then, it reminded me of my singing of Blink 182 last year. Asked me to sing again, another song. Guess which song? Avenged Sevenfold, Bat Country. O-o; I was like "OMG ANNICK AND JERMY WILL SO BE HYPER WHEN I TELL THEM THIS O_O;" But like, no.

Ice Dust -Silent run- dit :
and ya
Ice Dust -Silent run- dit :
i'll go see it just for tha
Ice Dust -Silent run- dit :
t
Ice Dust -Silent run- dit :
but it would have been better if it was M.I.A.
Ice Dust -Silent run- dit :
or blinded in chains
Ice Dust -Silent run- dit :
but whatev'
Ice Dust -Silent run- dit :
Bat Country's good too
LoNikkoe♪♫ dit :
^^;

Yeah, so he's not that excited. But whatever. I'm sure, in his language, it means something in the lines of: "OMGWTF NO UR NOT SERIOUUS!!11114!#1!#516 TAT ROX I SO WANA SEE IT." Yeah. =)

And guess who's playing it? That girl, Yvonne. When I met her, she played on a classical guitar, was a very straight looking girl and had problem playing "Jingle Bell Rocks." Today, she's dressed like a slut, smokes, plays the electric guitar and wants to do that cool neoclassical solo. Ye wish, girl. But like, maybe I'm just being mean...

And now, for diet logs:

Lun.: 231 l., 30 min., p.: 177
Mar.: 228,5 l., 20 min., p.: 199
Mer.: 231 l., 20 min., p.: 195

And that's all.

Current Mood: okay

I was on the bus, talking with Frederic, as usual, and it struck me: that guy lives a perfect life.

Himself: he's attractive, in-shape, intelligent, not handicapped nor sick and kind, just to say the most important. Of course, there's more to it... like he's funny, and so on. He's self-confident yet not too much.

His professional carreer: He knows what he's going into, and has the chance to practice this whole days if he wants to. He already posseses licenses for flying. He's getting more of them at a summer camp. He's happy with it, and he doesn't feel like he's the most suckiest pilot ever.

His family: happy family, never heard of people fighting in this family. Siblings love each other, though they fight sometimes, but y'know what they say: "Qui aime bien châtit bien," beside, it's never big fights, it's just things to annoy the other in the bus. Both father and mother work in something they like and that's brigging them enough money for everything they need. They don't need to worry.

His relationship: PERFECT relationship. Unless Fred is hiding some stuff, it seems absolutely flawless to me. o_o; Both Kézia's and Fred's parents know about their relationship, and they've accepted it very well: so well, in fact, that every Saturday, Fred goes to Kézia's house, and every Sunday, Kézia comes to his. In fact, Fred already SLEPT at Kézia's house. (and apparently, it was a very funny thing, but very cool) More about Fred and Kézia? Well, they are very happy together, and seem to love each other a lot, and blah blah blah lived happily ever after.

School life: Normal school life for Fred, but a normal school life is cool, isn't it? Well, of course, all the homeworks, but he simply does what needs to be done, so he passes in everything, and he doesn't stress like mad. An example to be followed, perhaps...

Anyways. Fred rocks. So does his life.

I am NOT jealous, or envying, or anything that might comes to your mind.

"...yeah right, Nick. How could you not be? Not only that, but you know you're being sucky to her. I mean, the stuff you do, Nick... it's aweful," said Nick's inner-voice.

Current Mood: jealous